Finally, I'm going back for good

I'm writing this entry from LCCT right now. But I'm not going back to the Land Below the Wind tonight, not until tomorrow. Just spending the night here with hubby because we're now homeless. Today is going to be my last day here in West Malaysia. Finally, I'm going back for good.  I'm going to teach at my own place starting next year. Thanks to my families and friends for all the prayers. Actually, I've been having all sort of feelings since the day I knew about the result. I've been teaching and living here for 4 years and it is really hard for me to leave. I'm already in love with my special students and I have many friends here. But I just have to leave and be with my families. Hubby consoled me by reminding  about my commitments towards our families and said that sooner or later, I will still have to go back. I know about that la darling, I'm just being emotional about the whole thing. Well, that's just the typical me..Enough with those emotional ramblings.

The day after I knew about the good news, I began packing all my things. And I just finished packing all my things and cleaning my rented house this morning. That means I took 3 weeks just to pack my things, shipped them and my car back to KK, cleaned the house, threw away all those unwanted things and sold those recyclable items to a recycle shop. I wonder what took me so long to do all the necessary things. Dearest hubby, thanks for coming to help and support me...

Starting tomorrow, I no longer live ALONE in a big house, no more sleeping at night ALONE, no need to worry when night falls and no more worrying over those negative and frightening things. I just need to get along with Miss Rogonna a.k.a si hantu@rogon in our house in KK.. betul ni... I'm surely delighted to be able to go back but I'm afraid of one thing. Getting fat is what make me concern. I don't think I can resist food in KK. Matai nah... Can I maintain my 45kg weight like now? I guess we'll just wait and see. 

Everyone is in the mood of Christmas but mine has not come yet. Same goes to the school holidays' mood. I'm just not into it yet... Gila betul... Hopefully when I reach KK tomorrow, all the moods will come to me and be kind enough to stay longer with me. Hopefully a new year will bring a great new beginning for me.

That's all for now people.. Till the next post. Thanks for reading my entry yang caca marba ini...