I am deeply disturbed....

(aunty irene, pinjam gambar ahh)

How could I not? After seeing this accident on my way back home today. I saw this picture uploaded by my aunt on her Facebook and I wondered where the accident might happened. Tau-tau keluar ja dari school sa pi jalan besar, ampai-ampai tu kereta viva terbalik sana jalan raya. Patutla jam gila babas... I don't  know what exactly happened but I saw another car in a drain and other cars along the roadside. I guess we just have to wait for the headlines in the newspaper tomorrow. I didn't see any blood and hopefully all the victims were safe. I am easily disturbed by incident like this. I hate car accident, who would like it anyway bah kan? On my way back, I just couldn't stop thinking what actually happened to those cars, it was like solving a puzzle but in the end, I just failed to put it into pieces. I drove very slowly behind a bus today and I did not have any intention to overtake any slower car like I always do. That's me when I'm down. Everyting will be slower, nice songs on the radio feel like nothing to me, and everything around seems very dull. 

After reaching home, I called mum to ask about my grandma condition. My grandma is sick. Cancer. Stage 4. They went to the hospital today and mum told me that nothing can be done by doctors anymore. Treatment like surgery and chemotherapy cannot be done on her because of her age. So, the doctor just gave her morphine to ease her pain. I was disturbed again for the second time. I am very sad right now. I don't know how long grandma will hold on but I always pray that she will get better soon. I went to the Carmelite Monastry to send my petition to the nun there and hopefully miracle will happen. I hope grandma will stay longer with us. God willing. Dear readers, can you spare a prayer for her? Your kindness is greatly appreciated. Thank you.

Till then.. Have a nice day everyone.