Rambling

First of all, Happy Labour Day everyone. Hope you all have a wonderful day today.


Its a very fine Saturday, the weather is bright here in Klang today and I'm in a very good mood to stay at home doing my spring cleaning.


I miss my better half... Living alone is not my thing anymore and having a long distance relationship doesn't really suit me anymore.... Hoping the best for my transfer application to be approved so that I can contribute something for the special children in my own place and to be with my families again. Really pity my mum who worried so much about me living alone here. She calls me all the time and doesn't sleep very well every night thinking of me... No matter how many times I tell her that I'm okay here, she just can't get over it. Sorry mum for making you worried.... God please bless my mum... Writing about this make me wanna cry... So let just go to another updates about me.


Our pre-wedding photos finally arrived last week. We're so happy to see all the photos.

The sneak peek...

All my friends around keep asking this same question to me.. " Don't you think it is time for you to further your study now?" "Go and get a master degree lah,"they said. How do I explain to them that getting a master degree is not my priority now. I'm craving to have my own family. I want to have a wonderful husband which I already have and we're striving our goal to have our own kids. Just as simple as that. Do I care when someone says that I'm desperate? Do I care when someone says that I'm just interested in the love making? No, I don't give a damn. Who am I to jugde them, rite. Tik... tok...tik...tok.. My biology clock is ticking and I'm not sure about my fertility level now and I feel like racing against time. For me, I"ll choose my family above all things.. Having a conversation with my boss about this topic yesterday and it was a very interesting one. The lovely lady gave me some good advices. Thank you boss....
Why am I getting so emotional here?? ^_^

Ok people... That's all for now. Have a blessed Saturday everyone. Need to do my spring cleaning now...

Confused!!!!!!!!

Its been 3 years now and they still confused us.. They fail to recognize who is who and this really annoys us... yes it's annoying people.. It's bothering us when you people keep calling us with the wrong name..

Carol and I were course mate when we were in uni and luckily we were posted to the same school in the year 2007.. And all of a sudden, the confusion began to take place. Most of our colleagues were having problem recognizing who is who and they kept calling me Caroline and vice versa. We accepted this confusion and we never failed to correct them when they seemed to be needed one and sometimes we just ignored their mistake. We were okay with it at first. Day after day, month after month and year after year... the confusion between us does not seem to find its own way out and until today they still called me Caroline and Caroline as Edwina. Alamak.... Paning kepala!!!!!

I don't have this problem with my special education's colleagues. They never confuse us. Its happened to most of the mainstream teachers, my principal and even all the clerks in my school.

We once asked them why they were sooo confused and they gave us this answer: "muke korang same la, tinggi pun lebih kurang same, badan pun same juga.. tak tau macam mane nak beza kan.. Macam adik beradik kembar je.." Trus mo pingsan kami dingar ni... Then again they make this generalization about Sabahan... "Muke orang Sabah semua same je la..." Pingsan lagi kali kedua.. nasib baik ndak koma ja... I forgive them for the lack of informations about my beautiful Land Below the Wind... But making such a generalization does not seems to be appropriate for me...

I'm not angry with them... Just hoping that at least they make an effort and try their best to remember our name and who the name really belongs to. This confusion really make me more confuse, confuse tahap dewa suda ni... Takkan 3 tahun lebih suda dorang masih confuse kan...

Other than being female and having those complete set of body parts, apa lagi yg sama ni??? teda pun....

Lazy Sunday

It's Sunday. It's the last day of the month of January. O my God, time really flies.. It's a boring day for me. I'm all alone at home. Jet is not around, he's in KK right now. I didn't go to church.. Lord have mercy on me.

Am too lazy to go out... What's happening to me?? I supposed to be going out doing my window shopping at this moment. I'm too afraid to drive alone perhaps... Because Jet is not around, I prefer staying at home doing nothing. Am I too dependent on him??? Hopefully not.. Am I just making excuses? Guess so... Well, it's just a boring Sunday for me.....

Happy Sunday everyone...

All the best..

I'm so happy to hear that many of my friends finally get their transfer to the place they wished for after such a long time. No matter how you get your transfer people, with or without "cable" (you know what I mean..hehehe), I must congratulate you all for being so patience and never give up. All the best to all teachers who finally get their transfer..

gonna miss this teacher...

I guess I'll stay a little bit longer here in Klang... but who knows what will happen in the future right.. *sigh*