Finally, I'm going back for good

I'm writing this entry from LCCT right now. But I'm not going back to the Land Below the Wind tonight, not until tomorrow. Just spending the night here with hubby because we're now homeless. Today is going to be my last day here in West Malaysia. Finally, I'm going back for good.  I'm going to teach at my own place starting next year. Thanks to my families and friends for all the prayers. Actually, I've been having all sort of feelings since the day I knew about the result. I've been teaching and living here for 4 years and it is really hard for me to leave. I'm already in love with my special students and I have many friends here. But I just have to leave and be with my families. Hubby consoled me by reminding  about my commitments towards our families and said that sooner or later, I will still have to go back. I know about that la darling, I'm just being emotional about the whole thing. Well, that's just the typical me..Enough with those emotional ramblings.

The day after I knew about the good news, I began packing all my things. And I just finished packing all my things and cleaning my rented house this morning. That means I took 3 weeks just to pack my things, shipped them and my car back to KK, cleaned the house, threw away all those unwanted things and sold those recyclable items to a recycle shop. I wonder what took me so long to do all the necessary things. Dearest hubby, thanks for coming to help and support me...

Starting tomorrow, I no longer live ALONE in a big house, no more sleeping at night ALONE, no need to worry when night falls and no more worrying over those negative and frightening things. I just need to get along with Miss Rogonna a.k.a si hantu@rogon in our house in KK.. betul ni... I'm surely delighted to be able to go back but I'm afraid of one thing. Getting fat is what make me concern. I don't think I can resist food in KK. Matai nah... Can I maintain my 45kg weight like now? I guess we'll just wait and see. 

Everyone is in the mood of Christmas but mine has not come yet. Same goes to the school holidays' mood. I'm just not into it yet... Gila betul... Hopefully when I reach KK tomorrow, all the moods will come to me and be kind enough to stay longer with me. Hopefully a new year will bring a great new beginning for me.

That's all for now people.. Till the next post. Thanks for reading my entry yang caca marba ini...

I'm in love with Lomo...

Analogue photography is so yesterday but I'm in love with it. But since getting a lomography camera is not going to be fulfill, I still have fun editing my photos into lomo effect using Photoshop and other program like picnik.com, photoscape, illustrator etc.... I love the not-so-perfect looks of the lomo pics but don't get me wrong, I still fancy all the digital photos taken nowadays... Lomo just brings back all the memories when we were using our analogue camera long time ago... Yes, I'm in love with you, dear Lomo... for now. Sa ni hangat-hangat taie manuk ja ni kadang-kadang...

 

Its your birthday again...

"Growing old is mandatory but growing up is optional."  

Happy 29th birthday to you my dear....

Great Loss

One of my lovely students father's passed away this morning at the age of 49 due to heart attack. It was really a shocking news because the deceased was actually very close to us. He was a loving husband to his wife,a  great dad to his 3 children and a very supportive person who was kind enough to help us, the special education family in every way he could. I last saw him on July during our trip to Kelantan and Terengganu. I had a chance to visit the deceased's family with some of my colleagues and students this morning around 10.30am but unfortunately we could not see him for the last time because he was already prepared to be buried. This is my first time attending a  Malay or rather a Muslim's funeral and the surrounding was very sad and the weather was gloomy. I shed some tears when I wave good bye to the family. It was really a sad Tuesday for me. My heartiest condolences to the family and hopefully they'll have courage to move on with their life. 

Suddenly I remember what Fr. Ronnie Luni wrote in his FB wall and it goes like this... “Dalam segala perbuatanmu, dalam segala pikiranmu, hendaklah kamu bertindak seakan-akan hari ini kamu akan mati. Jika kamu mempunyai hati nurani yang bersih, kamu tidak akan terlalu takut mati. Lebih baik menjauhkan diri dari dosa, daripada menghindari kematian. Jika hari ini kamu tidak siap, apakah besok kamu akan siap? 

During our trip to Sabah last year

the man standing on the left wearing white t-shirt has gone forever...may his soul rest in peace..

His favourite phrase whenever he meet me.." Cikgu, belum minta transfer balik Sabah lagi kan? Tak payah la transfer balik, cikgu duduk je sini sampai bile-bile."